The Day Before I Met You

The day before I met you, I’m just a woman who lost everything in my life. I like hiding my feeling to anyone. I don’t have medals or become winner in the champion. I lost my passion. I don’t know what I do for the future. I lost people that I love. Everyday just like hell for me.

The day before I met you, I’m just a woman who has many fears. I hate being alone. I feel so lonely while I’m in the crowded place. I could not cross on the street. I hate when it rains because can make me wet and cold.

The day before I met you, I don’t believe in magic. Love at first sight for me it’s like a bullshit. And true love is like commercial advertising not really in reality.

The day before I met you, I have a difficult mind. So no one will be understand about what I want and what I need.

But, I change my mind when I met you. The day we found each other.

I saw you in a darkest place. When I so blind and you are standing in front of me. You hold my hand and whispering,

“Don’t be afraid because I’m here with you now.”

Then, you hug me so tight like my parent doing when I was a child. I feel so save and warm in your back.

We kiss.

We make love.

I look your eyes and I found another universe in there.

I smiled. You smiled.

We laugh together, because we can met in the right time.

Universe doesn’t make mistake, we said.

The day before I met you, I don’t give my trust to any man. Nevertheless, I’ll give my everything for you right now.

I love you.

I thank God because you choose me than anyone else.

Please don’t leave me and stay forever, I whispering in your ear and kiss your cheek.